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V - THE YEAR 1910 (II)
The Foundational Experience
24th October
Letter from Mother Christine, put in a sealed envelope to be opened
after her death.)
"It is in order to obey, that I am writing for the Solitude what I wrote
to Our Mother General. [
] I had just been converted (15 October 1910)
when I went back into retreat for a day or two at Tres Rios; there were three
of us. It was in the little Chapel, in the evening, I was alone, on 24 October,
I was making a Holy Hour, in the Garden of Olives, when, well, how can I put
it? My eyes saw nothing, but my soul saw Our Lord in agony, but in such a
terrible agony.[
]. I understood that by giving us the Eucharist, he had
delivered himself up and exposed himself to anything.
I felt that I should not continue in the same life, that I needed a life that
was more hidden, more recollected, more mortified. I reflected on the need to
leave Sion, you can understand what it was like
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Origin of the contemplative Branch
"I asked God for light, and one evening, in the chapel of the choir-loft
in San José, I received the answer in these words, very often repeated
afterwards: "Sion, my Sion of prayer and reparation, it is not too late to
think about it."* Calm and peace returned immediately.
How could I not have thought for one moment about this contemplative Sion, that
Our Father had foreseen in the Constitutions? No: the idea had not come into my
mind, the good God was doing everything on his own. [
]
From that time on, all my aspirations were directed towards the hope of this
contemplative branch, so strongly did I feel that the graces I had received
then were not, strictly speaking, "for me". However, Mgr Stork held
me back a long time in my desire to write this to Our Mother General.."
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"In the garden - the lucid, decisive agony; painful, but loving,
acceptation; long, but complete. Jesus hands himself over, without conditions,
in an absolute Fiat: sentiments continuing eternally in the Eucharist offered
to our adoration,and to our imitation." Last retreat, December
1957
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